Days for taking big decisions are ahead of me and my family. These are black or white choices, no gray tones, no half ways. Will I be northbound again or looking back to the south? It's hard to say. The distant far perspective is blurred just like the pictures I'm able o take with my fifteen euros worth mobile phone. If I want to see better in either direction then I have to get close and look with my own eyes. Standing still where I am does not help.